I cannot find the will to finish the fucking video. My ability is being hindered by my technical limitations, swivel being shit, blender being shit, my laptop being shit. I can not find it in me to keep going forward with this project under these conditions. Others can persist under this, I can’t. It is getting nowhere with my laptop and my editing tools. I hate it so god damn much.

I don’t want to stop working on this project but I can’t find it in me to continue at this point in time. My storage is getting lower than low and I doubt I’d be able to finish a video now with such little space.

I’m just ranting at this point. I hate this god damned thing.